december beach body countdown has started.

There will be abs.

I know I’m small but I am not really that fit. I wanna go away on my vacations next month and feel good. I wanna look at photos and think ‘you look great’ not, ‘detele that one, you look gross’. It happens all the time. Don’t judge me. Ok, think what you want.

I tried on my skinny jeans (which by the way are a very unhealthy size) and said if I fit these I have a body image disorder. They don’t fit. When I lived in Australia I came home so skinny, remember Nicole Richie running on the beach, yeah that was me. So gross. I’m getting in shape this time. Ate healthy yesterday and have has breakfast two days in a row. It takes dedication and a bunch of little steps to get results here!

I started this blog to keep more memories it used to say “people. places. things. thoughts: in attempt to keep more memories“. If I write things down I’m more likley to make it a reality so that’s what I do.

On that note, heading for a brisk walk to Yonge & Dundas Square to catch some pix of the Santa Parade (largest in the world) and ride a mustache (not a real one a skateboard one for Movember!). After that I’ve got a 90 min massage at Ostara Spa. Looking quite forward to everything today!

I’m ready for the holidays. Gimme a candy cane.

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have you ever been to sky city?

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warm winter jacket wearing weather

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nice little saturday

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do you have any idea how many tweets i send a day?

do you have any idea how many tweets i send a day?

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where is my boyfriend? i need one today. hehe

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hey, wanna go to a party?

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oh man it’s freakin’ windy out there eh?

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i am going to a ballet tomorrow night.

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dying since the day i was born

dying since the day i was born

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