the value of believing in yourself

I had this favourite book when I was little, actually, I still have it at Mum’s there’s no way she would get rid of our old books. It retells the story of Louis Pasteur, whose unwavering belief in the concept of germs led to a cure for rabies. I loved it, I’m sure I read it over a hundred times. I woke up today thinking about it and decided it’s time, I need to do a couple things I’ve been putting off: renew licence renew health card sign up for flirty girl fitness classes (have a week pass) call my trainer and get our sessions in order It’s just after 8am (damn you internet almost 9’er NOW!)  and I’m heading to get all this done this morning. I can do it. What are you doing today? Yesterday I had another date with my boyfriend Raymi. Have you noticed how I call everything my boyfriend? It helps to fill the void of not having one. I love my gadgets and my friends and they make me happy. One day I will find a nice charming tall man who loves to do nice things for me and is smart and good looking. (Bats eyelashes through the internet, hi!). Maybe when I am in Dallas, Boston, San Juan, or LA next month I will find one. Just kidding, working/friends/sister time. Who cares if I don’t I reckon I’ve not got time for that anyway. I’m waaaaay too focussed on myself and where I am going with my beautiful mind life. (Selfish much?) NO, FOCUSED TYVM. She gets me to take her photo 8,000 times. Cute when she asks. What people fail to understand is THAT IS US WORKING. She posted about resto we went to, it’s called BOOM. Good thing we were sitting…

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yesterday on twitter, this happened:

Who has new Windows phone? # College Champs on #Jeopardy tonight. # "What brings you happiness is meaning and purpose and contribution" @deepakchopra /via @shiralazar # Returning camera again & loving Christmas music (@ Best Buy) http://4sq.com/7kasVc # If someone says something mean to you on the internet you should probably just ignore therm. # Is this the real life? # what companies have really great interactive facebook pages that you enjoying being involved with? anyone? anyone? bueller? /via @JulieGong # Lunch date /w my BF @raymitheminx (@ Boom Breakfast & Co. (College)) http://4sq.com/cFlq9Y # Found a @downwithwebster button on streetcar. http://twitpic.com/35di54 # lunch date w/ @raymitheminx today. # RT @laurenonizzle: Putting together a list of influential Canadian bloggers… Anyone I'd be remiss to omit? #bloggers #blogchat # Did you get your ticket to @raymitheminx 10 Year Anniversary Blog Party on Thursday? http://bit.ly/aFrfa9 #gongshow #wrongbar # can't wait for vacation next month. oh man. # Serious deals on @nellabellabrand happening right now. Get a fancy bag like me! http://on.fb.me/aua6Lu # say hellooooo to my little friend, WALDO! #ipad #hard http://dailybooth.com/u/5z6ac # shit. just downloaded where's waldo for ipad. see you next spring! # RE: @turkuaz @advergirling oh cripes. you are good then! first one I saw was her but you were obvs on the ball & movin… http://disq.us/relpq # Photo: snap snap! love this roller girl http://tumblr.com/xmjp8ilp8 # been practicing Florence And The Machine, Dog Days Are Over for karaoke. not bad at all. # yesterday's @virginamerica winner was @rochlatinsky but really, we're all winners here! https://casiestewart.com/virgin-america-nov-8 # Now I've heard there was a secret chord That David played, and it pleased the Lord But you don't really care for music, do you? # Photo: › Missing Unicorn… Reward http://tumblr.com/xmjp8dzwl # Photo: a picture for you http://tumblr.com/xmjp8c6mn # makeup styling.…

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it’s the little things that count i tell ya my deary

Woke up to to a super sunny view of the island, tweeted it and rolled out of bed. Been waking up pretty tired lately, probably from staying up late w/ Andy playing Angry Birds. God I love hate that stupid game. I’ve been using my PC less now that I have ipad. Haven’t blogged from there yet, WordPress app seems to be not functioning properly. I can officially say I’ve been mac’d and it’s only a matter of time before I switch to iphone. We all knew it would happen one day… Listening to Diamond Rings – Special Affections, liking it. Got this lovely email just now: Hey Casie, I love love your blog (appreciate how positive you are in a world of blogs of people complaining) and would love to send you an organic skincare treat that I think would be perfect given your new(ish) post as Provocateur. What’s your mailing address? Thanks!! Those little things make me so happy, getting natural skincare stuff is great but the fact that someone took the time to point out my positvity and thank me for that is totally lovely. Being positive is contageous and so is smiling, so do it, live it and feel it. Your life will be better.

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this is my world its real i hope you can feel it too

Woke up had a nice bath listening to music on ipad. I love a bright sunny Saturday morning when you wake up not hung over. Meeting Michael for brekky at Epicure on Queen now! Lots to share with you later today xo

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i’m looking for a dare to be great situation

Phone rung early and it was Mum calling from the boat in Virgina. They sailed down from NY and are stationed there for a few days. So wonderful to talk to her. I MISS YOU MUM. Woke up beside Andy, we fell asleep watching a movie on Netflix. Life is awesome. Pretty stoked for today, not exactly for any reason but I’ve got high hopes to make the most of the day. Watching Say Anything for the first time while I work. Have heaps of people to follow up with today. I am my own admin assistant. Been chatting with an agency in NYC about that Smirnoff commerical I am in. They’re processing my payment. I wanna do more commercials. I am really good at acting. Just ask Mum, I’ve been at it my whole life. Haha! Hope you have a wonderful day. Remember, you will never be as young as you are right now. Make the most of the day!! * working on a little video fror movember these are some outtakes!

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Omg I can’t believe that bitch is …

Omg I can’t believe that bitch is getting married to Victor Newman. She has him so drugged up it makes me sick. Hearing Victor call her baby also makes me sick. AND on the Newman plane? Bitch please. You is gonna get caught and Nikki is gon’ whoop your ass after she kills you. Nikki and Victoria seriously need to do something to get the Newman family back on track. Now that Billy published the article about Heathers campaign and Victor backing it, shit is gonna hit the fan. She is totally fucked now, fuckkked. JT and Mac taking Read is also not good. I cant believe they are getting married. Victoria is gonna crack under the pressure and how is she gonna stand up to Victor in the law suit with Abby? Don’t even know where to start with Daisy back in town and pregnant. There is no way to predict what is going to happen there except that is is going to make you angry. Lauren is going to go off the chizzle if the other whack job Ryder shows up. The whole Sharon and Adam thing is just weird. I dunno WTF is up with Nick either. The new Noah is a babe. Did you see him last week in his undies? Babe. Billy Abbot is my hero. I wish I had a boyfriend like him. Likes to have fun a little wild but so in love with his wife and willing to take a stand to protect her and support her. He is also very sexy with his shirt off and cute when he’s drunk. Deacon really pisses me off. The fact that he is working with that bitch is so fucking annoying. I hate how he is sneaking around and being a weasel into Nikki’s…

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I have a new boyfriend, his name is Andy.

He is an ipad. We are in love. Remember I said I really want an ipad? Well,  I painted, scratched, and WON. I could feel I was gonna win, something inside me just knew. Power of positive thought I tell ya. We spent the night together and I took him to dinner last night too. I named him Andy because I won him at the Amex Canvas event yesterday and it was artsy. We’re gonna be makin’ art together and  gettin’ creative and I kinda have Edie hair anyways. I downloaded heaps of apps: Globe & Mail, Angry Birds, ibooks, CityTV Video, Google Earth, Draw Free, Page Capture, Bubble, Twitter, Tweetdeck, Mashable, Facebook, GT Racing (fun), We Doodle (fun) and my fav game Cut the Rope. Thanks Amex. You are awesome! I’m really frustrated at the moment with a couple things. It’s one of those days. I need to get outside and soak up some sun. Maybe andy and I will go down by the lake on my bike. This is my photo, I am very deep & emotional. Andy Warhol drew the knives, I drew the blood and showed emotion. Someone on Twitter just said I am cute when I’m mad, why do boys always say that? I AM NOT CUTE. I AM ANGRY. I am really excited for December to come, I will be travelling and that makes me happy. I hope you have a good day. I’m sure mine will get better. I’m going to check the mail, maybe someone sent me something nice. BYE!

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i am an artist

Remember my art blog borderline artistic? I post drawings and paintings and poems and stuff. This afternoon I’m attending this Amex ‘Digital Canvas’ Media Challenge. I made this with the Amex FB app. Whatta ya think? You have probs seen the ads but you can make one too here. It’s a big media shindig where people paint (yes me) and money gets donated to United Way. There’s a a chance to win a trip to NY, gift cards, an iPad. I really want an ipad please. In prep for the art show I browsed a few old things I did for inspiration. Perhaps I will recreate something I did years ago? Well, it really depends on the paints and the setup. It is also quite dependent on my level of anxiety at the time. unnecessary wheels collection: crab apple one of my fav’s – t-shirt material strike out in a different direction

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yesterday on twitter, this happened:

i’m a wicked multitasker. ftw. # i hate that paper.li. it’s UG-Li. # Well done Dana 😉 RT @danadearmond: You’re like half of mount rushmore, two faced! -burn I just made up. @danadearmond 2010 # oh my BF, Gubler, you are so handsome. ILU> HEAPS. # been stalking a few people online. makes me feel good cause i know peeps be creepin on me and my blog w/out comments & shiz. totes fair. # uh huh @issarged. niiiiiiice. http://twitpic.com/316rar # lookin good @crystalgibson 🙂 #140characters http://twitpic.com/316qwc # just for you my sweet @morgan_c_ross 😉 http://twitpic.com/316qgh # anyone know someone at @TBWA? kinda stalking them atm. http://twitpic.com/316p1w # Photo: omg. http://tumblr.com/xmjncepgf # thinking i will be a dominatrix style vampire friday night for people downtown’s halloweener party. yeah? # or bring me to your gym for a class. i dunno what i like or wanna do for exercise but i need to do something. beach trips in december! # omg love chatting w/ mates from NZ, reply “Na bro” sooooooooo kiwi. # have you got some yet today? https://casiestewart.com # i need a trainer or fitness classes, something for 1 month. 30 day challenge > you will be blogged. email me: [email protected] # I’ve favourited a YouTube video — Matthew Gray Gubler: The Unauthorized Documentary http://youtu.be/u2Ll4LAoeZE?a # Photo: › FASHION HAIUKU: › › First page of your blog › › Jeffrey Campbell “Lita” Boots › › Navigate away. http://tumblr.com/xmjnc5zg2 # Photo: Christy was my fav model growing up. › [Mystery solved] (you were right, @randtm!). › › Christy… http://tumblr.com/xmjnc5v37 # Photo: › my BF Gubler in Terry’s glasses. http://tumblr.com/xmjnc5s6l # Photo: my BF and terry terrysdiary:Me and Gubler in my studio. http://tumblr.com/xmjnc5p4w # i am in love with matthewgray gubler. hey mgg, calll mee! # “having fun isn’t hard when you’ve…

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yesterday on twitter, this happened:

Wheels http://twitpic.com/2kdqwz #DrawFreeForiPad # I got a message for you… http://twitpic.com/2kdpu6 #DrawFreeForiPad # Conclusion: I am always late/on the go. # Phone dying. Might be at the JD party @thedrakehotel later! Byeeeee # Its Patric Roy not Roi right? Someone told me wrong. # 12seconds – Patric Roi, your son is hot. #proof http://tiny12.tv/Z8P4W # Sunshine park hang. http://twitpic.com/2kcc73 # there is guy here with silver duck tape on two fingers. # at Hemingways where I used to work, these are the NZ All Blacks. see you in New Zealand haka's. http://dailybooth.com/u/4ndw3 # Dress 1 and dress 3 both win! I am at H&M on Bloor! Thanks team. Love shopping with you xoxo # Dress 3 wins. http://twitpic.com/2kbagd # Dress 2 http://twitpic.com/2kb9jn # Couple options coming. Dress 1. http://twitpic.com/2kb8u2 # I'm at Yonge/Bloor killing time till 6pm. Anywhere I can watch the #YandR at 4:30? #firstworldproblems # Downtown traffic. I hate you. That is all. # i hope this dinner is not a bait n' switch. # just got ticket for @androidTO. new block of tickets opened today. event is oct. 26 http://bit.ly/aTmvLH # Photo: http://tumblr.com/xmjhc8cqy # got a new theme for my site…new baby is gonna be so beauty 🙂 excited. stay tuned! # haha RT @TourLife: Champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends # Leaving town this weekend, first time home in almost a year. Pretty stoked. # make the best of every good thing – care bears # #lifeinaday video gallery is pretty rad. http://post.ly/uzSU #

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