i’m looking for a dare to be great situation

Phone rung early and it was Mum calling from the boat in Virgina. They sailed down from NY and are stationed there for a few days. So wonderful to talk to her. I MISS YOU MUM. Woke up beside Andy, we fell asleep watching a movie on Netflix. Life is awesome. Pretty stoked for today, not exactly for any reason but I’ve got high hopes to make the most of the day. Watching Say Anything for the first time while I work. Have heaps of people to follow up with today. I am my own admin assistant. Been chatting with an agency in NYC about that Smirnoff commerical I am in. They’re processing my payment. I wanna do more commercials. I am really good at acting. Just ask Mum, I’ve been at it my whole life. Haha! Hope you have a wonderful day. Remember, you will never be as young as you are right now. Make the most of the day!! * working on a little video fror movember these are some outtakes!

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i taught ’em both how to jane fonda

today was one of those days it started out shitty then it got better andy and i joined darren for lunch and a patio beer. that’s amazing because it’s freaking november, it was only warm in the sun but in the sun it was warm and it was lovely.

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Omg I can’t believe that bitch is …

Omg I can’t believe that bitch is getting married to Victor Newman. She has him so drugged up it makes me sick. Hearing Victor call her baby also makes me sick. AND on the Newman plane? Bitch please. You is gonna get caught and Nikki is gon’ whoop your ass after she kills you. Nikki and Victoria seriously need to do something to get the Newman family back on track. Now that Billy published the article about Heathers campaign and Victor backing it, shit is gonna hit the fan. She is totally fucked now, fuckkked. JT and Mac taking Read is also not good. I cant believe they are getting married. Victoria is gonna crack under the pressure and how is she gonna stand up to Victor in the law suit with Abby? Don’t even know where to start with Daisy back in town and pregnant. There is no way to predict what is going to happen there except that is is going to make you angry. Lauren is going to go off the chizzle if the other whack job Ryder shows up. The whole Sharon and Adam thing is just weird. I dunno WTF is up with Nick either. The new Noah is a babe. Did you see him last week in his undies? Babe. Billy Abbot is my hero. I wish I had a boyfriend like him. Likes to have fun a little wild but so in love with his wife and willing to take a stand to protect her and support her. He is also very sexy with his shirt off and cute when he’s drunk. Deacon really pisses me off. The fact that he is working with that bitch is so fucking annoying. I hate how he is sneaking around and being a weasel into Nikki’s…

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I have a new boyfriend, his name is Andy.

He is an ipad. We are in love. Remember I said I really want an ipad? Well,  I painted, scratched, and WON. I could feel I was gonna win, something inside me just knew. Power of positive thought I tell ya. We spent the night together and I took him to dinner last night too. I named him Andy because I won him at the Amex Canvas event yesterday and it was artsy. We’re gonna be makin’ art together and  gettin’ creative and I kinda have Edie hair anyways. I downloaded heaps of apps: Globe & Mail, Angry Birds, ibooks, CityTV Video, Google Earth, Draw Free, Page Capture, Bubble, Twitter, Tweetdeck, Mashable, Facebook, GT Racing (fun), We Doodle (fun) and my fav game Cut the Rope. Thanks Amex. You are awesome! I’m really frustrated at the moment with a couple things. It’s one of those days. I need to get outside and soak up some sun. Maybe andy and I will go down by the lake on my bike. This is my photo, I am very deep & emotional. Andy Warhol drew the knives, I drew the blood and showed emotion. Someone on Twitter just said I am cute when I’m mad, why do boys always say that? I AM NOT CUTE. I AM ANGRY. I am really excited for December to come, I will be travelling and that makes me happy. I hope you have a good day. I’m sure mine will get better. I’m going to check the mail, maybe someone sent me something nice. BYE!

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i am an artist

Remember my art blog borderline artistic? I post drawings and paintings and poems and stuff. This afternoon I’m attending this Amex ‘Digital Canvas’ Media Challenge. I made this with the Amex FB app. Whatta ya think? You have probs seen the ads but you can make one too here. It’s a big media shindig where people paint (yes me) and money gets donated to United Way. There’s a a chance to win a trip to NY, gift cards, an iPad. I really want an ipad please. In prep for the art show I browsed a few old things I did for inspiration. Perhaps I will recreate something I did years ago? Well, it really depends on the paints and the setup. It is also quite dependent on my level of anxiety at the time. unnecessary wheels collection: crab apple one of my fav’s – t-shirt material strike out in a different direction

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