i can hear you calling my name

I love this city, I do. For some reason, probably many reasons, I started feeling a travel bug this week. Maybe it’s the over whelming amount of things I need to do, starting with cleaning my room (again) and organizing the piles of paper, replying to emails, blogging about things that already happened. That’s the thing about the internet and having a blog about life, sometimes you just want to stop and go back to living a life like those other people who don’t internet their lives.  I caught up on sleep this weekend and spent some time with my sister. This stuff helps. I also hung out with my first love, he came to visit and I wondered if there is a spark still there, 10 years later, he’s still great but I think we’ve grown too far apart. I miss that someone special I was hanging out with for a while last year, it all ended so fast. Not having closure gives me anxiety. You get busy and forget about your heart sometimes but when it’s a rainy day at home you miss that love you once had. I can’t seem to find my flip cam in my room, I’m sure it’s just hiding, I know it’s there. I downloaded a whole bunch of apps to my phone last night, there’s this one police light that doesn’t the blue/red with sound. There’s a strobe light too. I’m sure I’ll fond some silly place to put it to use it along with the cheezy soundbyte apps. I’m getting a new tattoo tomorrow. Still have to send in my LGFW schedule for work. I’m most looking forward to Barbie on Thursday. I’ve been watching movies all day and they’re having an effect on my mood for sure,  one romantic comedy after another. I really should put on something more happy or funny. Why is my blog being so slow today? Ah, get into  that later. I think it needs a makeover anyways. My hair has faded a bit and looks more grey than purple/blue now.

Ok, that’s all for now. Just reached for my sketch book, I’ll use that to cheer me up with cartoons & colour.

4 Comments

  1. alyssa
    March 30, 2010 / 7:35 am

    “you get busy and forget about your heart” – i like that, it's true.

  2. March 30, 2010 / 3:57 pm

    it's how you cope with heartache, fill your mind with something else and put it on a shelf in the back, deal with it later…or never. thanks for comment 😉

  3. skinny_dip
    March 30, 2010 / 6:10 pm

    I love the first photo! That's Venice Beach, I was there last week! 😉
    I can totally relate to the idea of wanting to go back to just living life without documenting it online. I love blogging but sometimes I just get tired. Sometimes I just want to escape for a little bit & be quiet. When this happens I take some time for myself & my heart to re-group (even if its a few hours or even a day)…this usually helps!! xo

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