don’t see it in my future, i’m also not a fortune teller

It was totally raining Friday morning and I was thinking Corlise must have been freaking. She was marrying Milton at 2:30 and I sent out as many positive vibes as I could that the sun would come out. It did.
It was really pretty, the wedding has at her grandparents house. I would love to go to a wedding at my Grandad’s place out on the coast of New Zealand near Glenburn Station. This photo is just down the coast from his place.
The site for Glenburn Station must be new cause I’ve not seen it before and looking at it made me teary. I hang out there when I visit. I really want to visit. This trip to New Zealand for NZ Fashion Week is really inspiring me. I want to go back again, alone, and I want to visit the whole country. I’ve never seen the South Island or Christchurch. That’s where the 7.0 quake hit last Friday AM.
Grandma on Dad’s side has a farm too. We used to have a pet goat there named Snowflake, before they ate her.
She looked beautiful getting out of a horse drawn carriage. I just can’t see myself doing that. The day, when it’s all about me and people bring presents and scedule their whole day around what I want. I feel guilty just thinking about it. I will need a few drinks to get to an alter. I’m not so sure about that love drunk thing. An EHarmony ad just came on the TV, GET OUTTA HERE.
OMFG. there they go, they’re gonna do it, holds breath…

She did it. Corlise wanted to marry Milton, they’ve got house and stuff, aLmost married already. So cute together they are.

Then comes the party. The best part. I’ve not been to friends wedding yet so this was pretty fun. I only knew the bridesmades and a few Mum’s so it was all new peeps for me.

New friends. The boy has a MySpace for his band he insisted I check out; the kyle rose. Listening now, it’s folk. He never told me that! I was thinking he was in some young kid band. What a cutie pie.
YOUR PARENTS ARE WATCHING. OMFG.
Go Team: Jenie Stewart, Katie Stewart, Casie Stewart
Maids. Nice dresses ladies. I can haz? No. The girls are all the same age as my sis, four years younger than me.
That’s the end. One less lonely girl.






















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“Funny..because in the word “Jealousy”, there’s lousy. I think the reason why some people get jealous is because they’re not content or they want to experience what you experienced. Jealousy is when you get jealous because s/he went to this awesome place, it’s when s/he has a freakin amazing cool better version gadget, it’s when you wish you have what they have, it’s when you cry over your mommy or daddy because your friend has an ice cream and you don’t, it’s when the guy/girl in your dreams love someone else, it’s when blah blah blah. I think you get it. It’s sounds so silly, isn’t it? But you know it’s all true. I think being jealous is normal but sometimes jealousy can turn into madness that turns into an obsession that turns into “I’m fucked.” via 






























